I can't believe it's been 2 years since I miscarried. And look at all that's happened since. In my post 2 years ago, I asked "why did this miscarriage happen." I know there had to be SOME reason for it. Medically we know it was due to Trisomy 18, but personally I think there was more. It was a sign. A sign I was already sick? A warning that Cushings was starting to invade my body? I don't know. I might be wanting to explain what I'm going through now, when I really can't explain that at all either.
Speaking of my medical issues, it just keeps going. I have back issues now that I'm seeing a chiropractor for. The curve in my neck is wrong and I have generative disk disease. All bad stuff. :( They are working on it to help keep the pain at bay. I'm only 34 tho, this can't be happening! I also have been having pelvic pain on the left side as well. I keep telling the docs, there's SOMETHING going on with the left side of my body. I don't know what. But it can't all be coincidences, can it?? My left heel diagnosed with plantar fascaiitis, pain in my left ovary, back pain on my left shoulder/back, vision loss in my left eye, possible tumor on my left side. . . I don't know. I have another endo appt on Dec 12th. I'll ask more questions then.
Twins are doing well in school. Getting on my nerves some at home and I'm trying really hard to work through it. My excessive mood changes and hormone fluctuations don't help though. I get so frustrated and then feel soooo guilty about it later. My kids deserve a better mom. *sigh* Overall, things are going well. Kids are looking forward to Christmas in FORTY DAYS!!! Where did the year go!?!?!? This year seemed to have FLOWN by. They really all do, but this year REALLY seemed to just go by. :(
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